Actress Thaila Ayala, 35, said she had a very difficult pregnancy and a serious birth complication. She spoke about the matter in an Instagram publication, in which she also celebrated the 15 days of the birth of her son, Francisco, the result of her marriage to actor Renato Góes.
“Today I’ve had you in my arms for 15 days, and I think the word love gets small around you, it’s so far beyond anything that it should have another name,” he said. Afterwards, Thaila said that the pregnancy was quite complicated and that she will talk about the topic more calmly. She added that she had Hellp’s syndrome, a serious and rare obstetric condition, and had to undergo an urgent cesarean.
“I couldn’t have anything to do with my belly, I didn’t feel anything, nothing, on the contrary, I felt so much pain, I felt so bad that I had no good feelings. And absolute fear imprisoned me, fear of rejecting, fear of not loving, fear of not being good enough, afraid of regretting, afraid of everything!
And guilt, a lot of guilt,” he wrote.
Thaila added that the birth was far from what she had dreamed of. “You and me [Francisco] we were in serious danger of our lives. They expected you to go straight to the ICU, and I to the ICU, but thanks to my good God, my father, we went to the bedroom, and I could only look into your eyes, see you there and there I found myself. You gave me the Thaila I’ve always been looking for,” he said.
“I don’t have words to describe what happens inside my chest when I look at you, it hurts me, I feel short of breath, it gives me butterflies in my stomach, my soul is full! I love you, Chico”, he declared.
When she was pregnant with Francisco, the actress said that she had previously lost two babies. “In this third one I was less afraid, because as I had already gone through these two situations, a miscarriage and a pregnancy in the tubes, I understood that God sends us. That when I had to come, it would work,” he said.
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