In the new Netflix documentary “Beckham,” Victoria Beckham spoke openly about her husband David Beckham’s infidelity rumors for the first time.

According to what she stated in the documentary and reported to the Sun, Victoria said she has never experienced more misery in her life.

The fashion designer, who married David Beckham in July 1999, has revealed she has been bitter over allegations of cheating on her husband. However, he pointed out in the documentary that he internalized this pain to support Beckham’s football career.

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“I felt like I wasn’t being heard because I knew David had to stay focused,” Victoria Beckham explained.

In 2003, David moved to Spain to play for Real Madrid, while Victoria remained in the UK with their sons, Brooklyn and Romeo.

Although in the four-episode documentary the couple do not directly mention the women who claimed to have had affairs with David, Rebecca Loos and Sarah Marbeck have published allegations of having affairs with him.