Nadia Boule talked to Rainbow Mermaids podcast and described, among other things, what her feelings brought her motherhood and how she managed them.

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“It was not a good divorce for my parents. What is the calm for a 14 -year -old kid? In general, I was very heavy on my life and I still don’t get well. In adolescence I went through a very closed period when what happened to me and I was difficult to swallow. I remember having spent a semester with tenths. I had done whatever examination was. I realized that it was this ongoing swallowing feeling that is a sick thing. When psychotherapy began, it began to improve.

I had the good girl and still have to think about what others would think. There is no way to 100 people you like all 100 and you have to choose what makes you sleep in the evenings, ”he said.

“Because I was in relation to people in the space when it was over I said. I’m talking about George that I had gone through this phase. It didn’t come out at all. It was the first time in my life that I felt that someone was seeing me as a name and not as a human being and returned to the people in the space. If you have worked within you, you are leaving quickly from this relationship, “he said.

Speaking about motherhood, he said: “It is certain that I found that women when they become moms need a long time to understand what is happening to them. It is very difficult to combine everything. Something difficult nights I’m down to say why are we doing this?

I was talking to a psychoanalyst who told me that the most normal feeling for a new mom is to want to throw her child off the balcony for a while! Society is very tough with women. You have to be able to say that you are having a hard time. We are a little better than our moms. “

“When I became a mom, I had a crazy explosion of phobias and went to a psychologist. I began to be afraid of everything. I was scared in the car, I was scared on the plane, I was afraid of my child, I was afraid of everything. So I had to seek professional help to restore balance. When you have a child you want to control everything and this is not the case. It is a creature that you no longer have inside you and will make its own life. At first it frees you, ”he said a little further.