Nico Brenner, 37, relies on wheelchairs and walks after the explosion five years ago (Photo: CEN).

The rapper, who lost half of his skull in a suspected drug lab explosion, says he is “paying” for his “big mistake”.

Nico Brenner, 37, said it “looked like a monster” and feared his one-year-old son wouldn’t recognize him after the horrific explosion in 2017.

He has been accused of illegally preparing hemp oil in butane gas at his studio in Cologne, Germany, when a bottle exploded due to a spark from a refrigerator.

A musician making music on behalf of Dr. Nerf is thrown out of an underground studio window.

When my brain began to swell, they forced me to remove most of my skull, and after one side was paralyzed, I am currently in a wheelchair.

His whole life was ruined when he went bankrupt when he was left with a whopping €250,000 in hospital costs.

The father has also been tried after being charged with drug trafficking and blasting due to negligence.

Regarding his trials five years later, Nico said: I’ve had almost 50 surgeries so far.

Nico Brenner

My father was forced to remove a large part of the skull (Photo: CEN)

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Dr. Knerf (CEN) before the explosion (credit: CEN)

“I made a huge mistake. I hit the wall for the rest of my life, and I pay the price.”

Passionate about black humor, the rapper said: “People think that the doctors have stolen half of my brain, but fortunately that is not the case.”

But she went on to say, “It hurts so much I can’t climb a tree with my son.”

When he saw her face for the first time after the explosion, he said: It looked like a monster.

“My son was a year old at the time. I was worried he wouldn’t know me.

After four hits, Nico says the worst was “not walking, not working well.”

“It’s a shame he can’t play guitar, piano and keyboard,” he added.

Theoretically, doctors can use implants to rebuild Nico’s skull, but not enough scalp to reattach the scalp for bone replacement.

Nico Brenner

German rappers currently use wheelchairs (Photo: CEN)

Doctors used ampoules containing saline solution to dilate the skin.

However, some attempts failed because the bladder had to be removed due to painful inflammation.

Despite many setbacks, Nico is determined to return to his “selfish” past.

In addition to his music career, he has been running history lab archives since 2019.

“Concessions are not an option, you have to go some way,” he said.

“I used to be very selfish and selfish. One of the things I appreciate today is humility.”

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