Influencer and model Raissa Barbosa, 31, revealed to her followers this Sunday morning (2) that she lost a pregnancy in July 2021. According to her, this was the worst feeling in life when she saw that the six-week fetus was gone alive in your womb.
“I thought a lot about whether or not I talked about this subject because it is something that hurts me a lot and I wanted to keep it to myself, because I already suffered and suffer a lot when I remember everything that happened. I’m writing with tears in my eyes, I was pregnant and I lost my baby,” he began.
According to her, only her mother and some friends knew of the positive result. The idea was to wait longer before revealing it to everyone. However, everything changed after she went through a situation of extreme stress.
“Soon after I took the vaccine. The night I was very sick and I didn’t know the real reason why I was so sick, and the reason was the loss of my baby. When I arrived at the doctor when she saw me, she asked. ultrasound and my baby’s heart was no longer beating,” he says.
“At that moment I only knew how to cry and the doctor asked if I wanted to go home or stay in the hospital, I preferred to go home to say goodbye at home”, she added.
That same week, she tells of having an emotional allergy, as she suffered in silence. “It was the worst feeling of my life, knowing he was there inside me, but lifeless, I suffered and suffered silently for months because I couldn’t tell anyone,” she says.
The decision to open the game only came now because someone else has tried to tell about the matter. Now she claims she has learned how to deal with the loss. “Sometimes we don’t understand why things happen that way. Why did he come? Why did he leave? God’s plans are bigger than mine,” he concluded.
In November, Raissa spoke about the troubled end of their relationship on the Camarim da Juju podcast, hosted by ex-panicat Juju Salimeni.
Raissa was proposed in marriage in September by porn actor Victor Ferraz, but ended the engagement just a month later. “People said that the engagement was ‘fake’, but it wasn’t. I already knew him before A Fazenda”, said the participant of the 2020 edition of the reality show. “Fans never liked him because he already exposed me.”
As soon as the engagement began, while the former couple was on vacation in Dubai, in the United Arab Emirates, the actor had announced his departure from the pornography business. In early November, after the end of the relationship, he gave up his retirement and stated, in a private profile, that he will return to acting “stronger than ever”.
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